For 2 days I have driven Dan around at his whim. Both days was 2 hours! I was not nervous! I did a good job too! I did not give driving a second thought! I packed my juice and phone. I followed my phone most of the way down and all the way back!

Now what can I overcome? Other than being tired I feel great! Shoulder is working on the steering wheel, too. Failing is OK, but get back up on that horse and ride it again!😁

Never mind, my words and my ideas and wanting to share, has changed really it is the only thing that has changed. Uknow a person gets to a point , that you throw your hands up and say, I stop at all this. Talking, sharing, caring. But everyone who has read my words, and thinks of that person a certain ways, WELL, I understand pretty much whatz going thru your minds. I wish and hope you find some kind of Answer to this Life long Nightmare. yea ,go for it. Think all of those Wonderful, uplifting, all those different ways to FIND a bit of relief, ways to change the Future, of less pain, inflammation, loses of lifes given movements, like trying to Stand Up, or walk or laying down, its all painful with 1 minute of relief, just to ask the next new member or old member, can you help me, what can i do, does this Biologic , well, will it kill me by all their Commbidities
& Side effects?.?.?.?.?.? No one is anything like the first or last person here, we are asking for just a BIG BREAK, these tiny LITTLE glimpses of Normalicy, to me, NOW, IS Torture, these respites are False Hopes, leading to worst mindsets, 😢 💔 So I thank anyone who has tried their best to help, but give all that Postive and Kindness to Ones who hasn't yet hit 71years, and hoped ,& dreamed, & so very very tired of Life with all this. Nothing has or will work FOR ME, done that and this and things I didn't want to but did...Only to come to the conclusion 🙃 🙂 I Have Failed and it's OKAY, FAILING, I am just trilled with the outcome, at least I accomplished Failure, Thank the Lord, it is and will be just as it is. Take care

Doesn't matter, I will just dry up & blow away with the wind, sound excellent to me.

Why bother? I only get scams or doctors! I only have a few friends that call me on the home phone. But it was nice to have velcro on the phone back originally to hold my stylus but then sticking it on the sling! I do not have pockets. It is a tech problem. I am having trouble now with my sewing machines, too. They are computerized. Wait for it and we will be out of work! Dan has trouble with the TV clickers. He woke me up one night because he could not turn it off. He does one station at a time because he can not see the screen to read it. Spanish seems to be similar to English when you are deaf.